We had some lovely chats on the phone yesterday. I just love chatting with him, he makes me feel so special. I just hate not being able to email him and text him whenever i like. I'm sure we'll be emailing like crazy as soon as he gets back!
Last night i did manage to chat to him on Yahoo for a good hour and that was fabulous.
All we did was talk about our feelings for each other and how very strong they are.
A while ago i went away on holiday and for some reason i decided it would be best to call things off. Maybe it was guilt, i don't know, but anyway, although i had a good time i did think about him often.
When i got back things seemed to have changed. At first my feelings were the same but he had changed. he let me have my space and by doing that i guess he kinda won me back. We met a couple of weeks after i got back as i had a couple of things for him and he had some gifts for me for my birthday. the old feelings rushed back and although i had stated that i just wanted to be friends i realised i wanted more. As i left him i leaned over and kissed him, i had to do it, and i was left wanting more. The next time we met it just all fell back into place and now we are stronger than we've ever been and even more in love.
I don't know what the future holds for us and he knows that i love my family and don't want to do anything to hurt them but right now i hate being away from him.
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