Better

Things are definitely better between M and I.
We've spoke loads on the phone today and patched things up and i do know that he truly loves me, as well as wanting to shag my brains out haha!
We had another masturbating event on the phone today but it's so nice to hear him cause it makes me feel incredibly sexy.
We managed to chat on Yahoo messenger for an hour this afternoon and i've spoke to him over 1/2 dozen times on the phone. In between i've managed to get loads of housework and cooking done too.
We are so in love right now and i just can't wait for him to get back.
Tomorrow i'm going out and spending some of his money. He's very generous with his cash and as well as giving me money he lavishes me with gifts too. But, if that were to all end tomorrow i wouldn't give a damn. It means not one jot to me if he gives me anything but i'm very thankful for him doing it and i know he enjoys it. Plus i love looking nice for him and it enables me to go out and buy lovely clothes for him.
M, i know you'll be reading this in the next couple of days. I just want you to know that i can't wait for you to come home and be with me. I miss you so much my heart aches, i've never felt it do that until now. I love you and need you xxxx