Well you did call me, eventually haha and it was lovely to hear from you. I am still absolutely gutted and don't really know what to do with myself! Its like someone has died. I just want to be able to ping u or text u at least but I can't :-( I must admit to shedding a tear on the fone to you, and after you had gone the floodgates opened. Even now typing this I feel like I want to cry but I'm going to have to pull myself together and keep my chin up. Its not the end of the world I guess although right now it does feel like it!
I love u, always have always will. Xx