Woke up about 630am and instantly you are in my thoughts. I slept a bit better last night. Ironically though I woke about 330am and listened to the answerphone messages you'd left me, the last one being 15 mins previously. They warmed my heart but have to admit that everytime I hear you it hurts and makes me sad. I'm jealous. I don't want you to be having fun with someone else, I want it to be me you're having fun with. I know that's silly but we can't help how we feel can we. Not sure what I'm doing today, possibly going shopping with C. xx